Well, it’s been a
LONG time since I’ve posted here, and I thank everyone who is still around to
read this post!
Ever since my awesome
experiences with the OBE research in North Carolina in September 2012, and then
a fantastic week at the Monroe Institute with William Buhlman in November 2012, I've had some not-so-great experiences in my personal and professional physical
life that took me away from my focus on OBEs and astral travel.
I always knew that
I still traveled nightly, but I was not having the dream recall or the ability
to ‘intend’ these experiences when one’s consciousness is so busy with more
mundane physical issues.
Things are settling
once again in my physical life, and with the support of some GREAT friends in
the Astral Projectors Facebook group, I’m beginning to get back what I once
had.
Last night (well,
actually, this morning) I was able to really focus and intend to get OOB, using
my MP3’s from various recordings, including author Jurgen Ziewe (http://www.multidimensionalman.com).
I was brought to awareness
with his meditative recording that offered binaural tones, which at one point
the tones actually became a bit ‘irritating’ to my ears, but that was also the
trigger to lucidity that I needed to get out! (
l found myself
rolling off the bed, affirming, “To the door!”
I felt sluggish, almost like pulling taffy to get my ‘body’ to respond but with determined affirmations, I floated out the bedroom door and down the
stairs.
Once in the living
room, I stopped to try to get more lucidity with “Clarity now!” affirmations
which worked, and then also remembered how Jaime would clap/rub hands to
confirm and improve awareness. I saw my
hands in front of me, tried to ‘clap’ and knew by the feel of the energy that I
was totally and completely out!
I moved to the
front door and passed through easily, now in the front yard and drifting
upward. I flew next door to my parents’
house (my childhood home) and from above, saw a number of familiar people
standing around below. (I knew who they
were at the time, but now have no idea.)
I sensed they were
there for some sort of ‘gathering’ for someone ‘going away’…and it had a
military or funeral connection to it. No one
was too upset, and I recall noticing one person’s hair color as a beautiful
reddish auburn and confirming to myself that it was nice to see the color was
unchanged from last time I saw them (?).
Looking down at
them, I did not join them, but rather wanted to just enjoy my sense of freedom
of being out of body again! I recall
flying and stretching my energies, maneuvering through trees and feeling the ‘touch’
of nature and all its beauty.
After a short time
of pure enjoyment, I had the thought that I should take advantage of being out
of body for other reasons, instead of doing it just for my pure enjoyment. With that thought, I found myself back in
bed!
However, there was ‘something
different’ about the feel of being in bed, and I remember affirming that I did
NOT want to return yet, and despite sensing I was awake but knew to keep
trying. I could feel my legs kicking at
the bed covers, tangled up in the sheets, and trying desperately to move myself
out of the bed.
Immediately I found
myself standing at the glass door to the outdoors in my bedroom and totally
unsure of my status! (I really should
have realized it was my usual signal that ANY time I am ‘unsure of my status’
that it IS true that I’m OOB!! Lol)
So to check what
reality I’m in, I try to put my hand through the glass sliding door…and it goes
through easily! Ecstatic that I’m still
OOB, I slowly move through the glass, feeling the wonderful change of texture
as I pass through and into the cooler ‘air’ outdoors.
I stopped to look
back at the glass door, and see my daughter’s cat there looking out at me! However, instead of the beautiful Russian
blue cat he is, I watch as he changes into this white/brown/black calico
cat! I think to myself how cute it is
that even the cat has his ‘dream colors’ he wants to be!
Moving on, the next
memories are quite limited, as I know I did a lot more than what I can fully
recall. All I remember at this point is
sitting at the bottom of a long flight of stairs, watching some sort of
activity in front of me.
My ‘sense’ of what
I was watching was something to do with a type of National Geographic
documentary (?) on hunting or similar, with these HUGE wild boars (pigs) that
were the size of cows! People were there
I was conversing with, but have no idea what the topic of conversation was.
While sitting
there, though, I was immensely pleased to see that my black lab, Buddy (who
died a few years ago), once again came to sit next to me to be hugged and kissed. I can still feel his happy tail wag and
comforting body next to me.
At that point, I
became aware that my daughter was coming down the stairs behind me. (My daughter is just now starting to realize
that she also travels in dreams, although she is not fully ready to accept it
as a process of learning).
I’m so happy to
tell her about Buddy being there with me, and then go to tell her that she too
is now dreaming and astrally traveling!
However, at that point where I am to say something, I get an AWFUL taste
in my mouth and have to turn away from her to spit whatever it is out, over the
railing at the side of the steps I was on.
As I turn to go
back to talk to her, (concerned that she was going to think I was rather
disgusting for spitting…lol), she’s gone and I find myself immediate fully
awake and back in bed.
I hurry to record
all that I could remember, and while writing this, just talked with my daughter to see if she
remembered any dreams from this morning.
She mentioned that although there was no specific dream recall, she
awoke with a sense of ‘longing and missing’ our longtime pet, Buddy!
To me, this was
enough of a validation to know that she was there, and with time, may wish to
learn more about this wonderful world we all live in, as well as the multitude
of ‘worlds’ that we are all multi-dimensionally part of!!!
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