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Sunday, August 5, 2012
181) Rough Exit; Fearful Voice; Buddy Visit; Fairies and Leprechauns
Although I have had a few experiences over the past few weeks which I have not written up, these last two were quite interesting so I thought I’d write them up to share and get some insights on.
This experience was unusual in that I felt it was a totally different exit than what I am used to. Almost always, once I realize I’m ready to separate, I just roll off to my left off the bed and move on. This time, once I was aware of being ready to separate, I felt heavy and unable to move.
Determined to get out, I literally pushed myself up to a sitting position with my arms, concerned for a brief moment that I was actually physically doing this because it felt so ‘real’. Once sitting, I had to tug and pull to extricate myself until I was standing at the bedside.
Still feeling the tremendous pull back to body, I affirmed ‘to the door!’ to get away and blindly (as it was complete darkness) moved through the door, feeling the change in texture as my clue that I had exited the bedroom.
Flying down the stairs, I felt so free, assuming my now usual position of floating backwards on my back (looking to where I’ve been) as I watched the rotating circular pattern of lights that encompassed me in the blackness. Knowing how much fun it was to fly, I did my usual flips and dips to just have fun.
Realizing I had had no plans as to where to go if out, I just called out into the blackness that surrounded me, “Is anyone there?” (I don’t know why I did this instead of making a plan to go somewhere, possibly I had a feeling someone was with me.)
From off to my left, I distinctly heard a female speak four words/syllables in a husky deep ‘ominous’ voice. (I recorded what I thought she said in syllables, as this was either another language or not meant for me to understand. They were “Aah baa for reel” or something like that)
The problem was that this ‘disembodied voice’ gave me just a twinge of fear as it felt like a ‘not normal’ experience. I began to fade back and as I was pulled back I saw a four poster bed situated in a corner of a room that was surrounded with lots of wall decorations. I have no idea whose room this was or what it meant.
This last experience was remarkable in that it started with a bit of a surprise for me and ended with an even bigger surprise. My first recollection was that I was lying my head against a male’s left chest and could feel his breath as it blew against my left ear. It felt physically real, and I could even feel him breathe, and move his right arm to scratch his head.
I could not see who this was, and with increasing awareness, realized this couldn’t possibly be a physical reality as I live alone and have no one else here with me. I worried just a bit, wondering who this could possibly be!
I was quickly distracted by a pawing to my left and turned around quickly, happily realizing it was my former black lab companion (who passed a few years ago) Buddy!!! I was overjoyed at his coming to see me again, and I could tell by his familiar bark and wag of the tail how excited he was seeing me!
I called him up to the bed, cuddled and played with him, so ecstatic that he was here again! I KNEW I was now out of body (as he’s come to see before), and flew off the bed saying, ‘come on, let’s go!”
Now in full awareness, I knew I could go anywhere, and so I decided I’d go visit my friend NJ. Affirming ‘To NJ!” I started to fly up and away, but now I could hear Buddy whimper slightly, the same sound he’d make when he thought he was going to be left behind. I called to him, “Well, come on, Buddy! You can come too!” and he come toward me with a running leap.
As Buddy leapt toward me, I could feel a slight vibrational change, and realized I was once again traveling backwards, on my back, into fading darkness. As it became darker, I could sense a bit of fear creeping in, so I closed my eyes so I wouldn’t know when it became totally black and therefore more fearful (which could have ended the experience).
Once again, I enjoyed the leisurely drift backwards into the blackness, doing my flips and dips, and slowly became aware of countryside below me. It was twilight, and looking down from on high, I could see the landscape below , including shadows cast from the plants and trees.
I noticed what looked like glittery ‘orbs’ coming all around me with an inquisitive feel to them. They appeared to be like sparkling Christmas ornaments, with various designs and colors interwoven in them.
My senses gave me the feeling these were ‘extraterrestrials’ (ETs) of some sort but I was not fearful of them. I remarked how pretty they were and although I felt they were coming to investigate me, I wanted to investigate them!
As I looked at them, I now sensed people below, and turning around, saw a whole group of ‘tiny people’ quickly disperse and hide into the shadows as if they didn’t want me to see them. I called out to them as I flew down, ‘Don’t hide! Come out and talk with me!’
Very intrigued, I tried to communicate with them, and now sensed these were small ‘fairy’ or ‘leprechaun’ type people. They timidly moved toward me, and appeared so cute, child-like in appearance yet fully grown people. They were SO curious as to who I was and as I talked with them, I felt they wanted to learn more about me, but I told them “no, I need to learn more about you!”
I have no recollection as to how this entire experience ended, but it was amazing while slowly waking to still be able to ‘see’ those orbs sparkling around me. Somehow I just KNOW these were the ‘little people’ of the land that so many call ‘fairies’ and ‘leprechauns’. I have always felt a kinship with fairies in some way but now I can tell you now, they DO exist!
ADDENDUM: I just wanted to share something I found very interesting when discussing this experience on another forum. I had no idea that the ‘orbs’ I saw just prior to the ‘little people’ may have been in some way related!! As noted: "When human beings capture orbs on film or when you are able to see them or sense them in your presence, what you are seeing or sensing could be one of hundreds of different kinds of beings. It might be an angel, a fairy, a spirit animal, or countless other kind of being. What or who it is depends on what your soul has called to interact with you at that time"
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